The Blog of iinx0loveex3

sorry once again. i always seem to be so busy with this stuff and im never getting a chance to post a blog. :[

so...i asked kevin well painfully to meet me at the park sometime this week and he said yea sure! my heart skipped a beat literally!

and yea im so not good with asking people to go somewhere especially GUYS. when i was trying to ask my friend out well ex boyfriend johnny, i had to tell my friend to say it for me lol.

i really suck at that.

im having mac and cheese for dinner! well last night my mom made a whole thing and oh my god it was delicious! so im having leftovers. :D

theater was a pain. i didn't even get the chance to get snack. at my camp they have snack at the end oh my gosh they have d big soft chocolate chip cookie, brownies, ice cream, any kind of candy, pretzels, cinamon somethings lol. but that's about it.

so im gonna...check my phone. cause kevin said he would text me. :]

i'll talk to you guys later! :D

amy.

geez i always forget to write a blog. AH!

i need to remember.

so im going to my grandma's house today. and she's making roast beef with mashed potatoes! i need a really thin piece of meat because my teeth are still hurting on my write side. :/

but other than that my teeth are fine.

haha wow my ex boyfriend johnny was online last night and was available. can you believe that? he hasn't been online in such a long time. but i never talked to him though. i mean what's the point of talking to him when he would ignore you.

haha i watched THE NOTEBOOK for the first time. it kind of made me cry. cause of all the good times i had with my ex boyfriend but whatever. i mean yea cause that was their first love so and johnny was my first...OKAY! lets change the subject shall we?

i am eating toast [not toasted] with butter and jelly. yummy!

oh yea and my mom bought all these desserts so im set. lets see she bought some doughnuts, coffee cakes [mini ones in a package], my mom made brownies. :], and hmmm i think that's it NO! uhm little bites brownies. they are so good. now that's it.

so im set for the month or two, maybe a week or two. :]

hmmm i'll definately talk to kevin. tonight. if he's online. i kind of wanetd to last night but i was nervous. don't ask me why but yea i was nervous. lol

so off to uhm....my gma's house.! forgot lol.

talk to you guys soon!

amy. :D

hey guys.

so i totally figured out i can sing the sharpay part for stick to the status quo in high school musical. :]

even though im not sharpay i do it WAY better than the broadway girl bailey that's playing sharpay. yea she was on broadway which was the only reason why they picked her. and yea she was molly the american girl.

so uhm yea, im kind of bored. but...im getting BURGER KING! for dinner. even though i gotta break pieces of the food.

so i got nothing else to say.

theater was good.

off to my food! well when my mom gets home. :D

amy. :]

hahha im having pancakes for dinner! yummy.

it's a soft thing to eat for me so yep yep.

i had an advil earlier but it really didn't help at all. see i was using tylenol and advil for the past weeks and still, it didn't help. i mean when it was in SO MUCH PAIN, it helped but no not this time.

i forgot to tell you! about kevin. :] well apparently i was on facebook the other day and he looked SO SO cute in his new pictures omg woah! whew man is he cute. i really need to plan out something to meet him.

it's pouring over here in new york. and the lightning is wicked. yea my dad is a weather man so he gets all technical with the weather. it's very handy to have a dad who knows the weather for the next couple of days. :D

i love rain. don't know why i just do. OH! and did i tell you i got NEW converse sneakers. so cool. and yea they aren't fake they are real.

i got the link for it. hahah mostly everything i show you is with links. :D

http://www.converse.com/index.aspx?mode=featurebball#productdetail

make sure you see the TWO sides of it cause they're both different.

off to PANCAKES! with maple syrup, butter, etc.

amy. :]

haha woopsie forgot....to write another blog. ive been so busy at the moment. :/

but anyways yea i didn't get the part of kelsey but i am a jock.

and yea this girl taylor is gettingon my nerves way too much. so i have this cute outfit on like you know those shirts that are long but they aren't big but long and you can wear leggings with them? well yea i had that shirt on with leggings on.

so i overhear taylor and one of the couselors talking. taylor says omg look at the girl with the green shirt and leggings isn't that inappropriate?! and the couselor goes well i can't do anything about it.

you know i mean cmon REALLY!? the shirt is a little above my knees for god sake and it's not like i have NOTHING under the shirt i mean really and plus my friend named ashley is also friends with taylor and ashley basically had the same thing on as me except her shirt was shorter and she had brown leggings. did TAYLOR say anything about her outfit NO!

selfish little b****. i hate her. she thinks that she's so good at everything and was getting so worried about not getting the part of gabriella. btw my friend kelsey got gabriella i was SOO SOO happy for her!

im learning the getcha head in the game song and dance. i can't do the dance lol. it's ridiculous. but i am trying.!

shower time and then going to mall to get my uniform. BLEH.

talk to you guys later. :D

today was great. HAHA not.

so it all started off where i had my clock not right and woke me up way early in the morning for nothing. :/ but whatever not a big deal.

THEN my bus was suppose to come at 8:26...it came at 9:30. iw as gonna have a heartattack cause seriously i thought the bus driver forgot about me.

then the bus people omg they are RUDE. i walk on the bus and all they do is stare me down and it's not even a little bus it's a BIG bus. i don't like big buses for some reason i just don't. :]

well theater was eh. i mean there were a lot of people trying out for kelsey so okay. uhm not to be MEAN or anything but i thought like out of the group of people who tried out for kelsey i only think 3 people [including me] were good. :]

omg and THEN like my friend kelsey she has a friend named taylor im kind of friends with her so taylor's friend christine is all like prepared and stuff so we were all hanging out and out of the blue she tells me to get out of the room because she needs to practice for kelsey im like uhm...excuse me?! what would i do copy her or something? oh gee i can't cause hmm idk WE HAVE THE SAME PART! gosh i hate her.

like those people in there can be really stuck up and bitchy cause they all want the part but seriously what christine had to do was not necessary. i mean to leave the room cause she has to practice im like okay and i walked away but you know next time she approaches me and i don't like it i'll give her my attitude.

i hope i get the part of kelsey. really. i mean i just need to practice a few lines but other than that i'd be pretty good. oh yea and if i got the part christine would probably not talk to me like she'd probably just say congrats and then boom never say a word to me. [im thinking]

i am SO not doing theater next year. only dance. maybe not. probably not at all. cause my mom can not afford it and yea i understand too. so yep

im gonna have mac and cheese for dinner. [microwavavble]

wow a lot of typing. whew!

and at least i got home around 5ish so it's not THAT bad.

imma go play a game or so on the computer and im crossing my fingers i get the part of kelsey. :D wish me luck!

amy. :D

sorry i didn't blog. i was a little busy the past few days.

i went to ihop today for dinner. had some lovely silver dollar pancakes. did i mention there were ten of them and i ate all of them? lol i was kind of hungry.

im gonna play a game on the computer. :] it's called iggle pop. you have this little character and collect these iggle things which are really cute. :] you should try it sometime.

i want so low pants. but let me tell ya they are EXPENSIVE and i have no clue where to buy them. :/ i'll ask my friend. or two.

nothing to do.

tomorrow im going to see sisterhood of the traveling pants 2 with my mom and aunt and cousin lol. we always hang out cause my aunt is my mom's sister so yea. and today i went to my gma's house. she looks better. :] i'm happy about that. i just hope she lives to 100 cause it'd be really awesome. i never knew anyone who lived til they were 100 years old, or even higher!

well off to that game that i was going to play on the computer. :D

catch ya later or tomorrow. well technically in a couple of hours cause it's like 12:45. :D

amy amy.

sorry i had to eat dinner and do a lot of stuff around the house.

but i got the modern dance! :D

its called dive right in by story of the year.

enjoy!

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=r6GeXzb6-bQ

amy. :]

ballet. :]

well obviously you'll find me lol im in the middle. in the front the middle DIRECTLY in the middle. right in the center.

the song is viva la vida by coldplay. :]

i hate their new video it stinks. but i still like the song! even though im getting pretty sick of it after hearing it a billion times. OH! the reason why people including me were laughing and moving a lot during our lift was because i was laughing at my friend caragh who also gets lifted and then she went down too early and we all laughed so hard!

it was pretty funny. :D

here's the link!

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=yQILsF6ji5I

enjoy! :]

so the song is mortal combat remix. :] you can check my blog if you want to listen to the song again...idk why but lol yea.

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=ESpJXIfPLrE

so there ya have it. :] i'll be uploading my modern and ballet. :]

my ballet one is processing so it should be done in a few. :D

uhm well i am green. and i come from the middle aisle. later on.

enjoy! :D

WOO! lol i just finished my dance recital thing. and yea so i totally didn't delete the video this time. thank god. lol

sorry i didn't write a blog yesterday, i had to go to my cousin's party and yea the two cousins didn't come. :/ i was kind of depressed but oh well another time!

i am uploading all 3 videos. :] well in a few i need to get the stuff ready and yea. :D can't wait to post them!

theater starts next week! geez already!

and i gotta memorize the kelsi parts, and yea it's official i am DEFINATELY trying out for kelsi...kelsey however you spell her name!

so uhm im gonna go get the video now. :]

and post them.

it might take a while but yea you'll just have to be patient!

me too. :]

ayme. :] aka amy.

i am so pumped! lol

tomorrow i feel so excited cause i really DO feel like i WILL go up to the bus guy so yea. :] i got amylynn's advice. shes my home girl right there!

now tomorrow, i am going to my cousin's house to celebrate her 20 or 21st birthday. [somewhere around there] and you know in my blog like a WHILE ago, i missed my two cousins at my cousin's grad party? well i might be able to see them cause they might come.!!!!!!

im crossing my fingers for two occassions tomorrow! :D

wish me luck. trust me, i need it.

my braces are feeling better i think i can bite but im not sure. i hope i will soon though cause i miss biting into things instead of breaking things into pieces and then putting it in my mouth, yuck!

well im gonna watch the secret life of the american teenager in a few. it's on at 12 so yea.

i need ice cream. :D

i'll so update tomorrow!

and again, please wish me luck. i don't want to mess up or anything. or make a fool out of myself. :/ not so good.

so bored.

im trying to decide what part to try out for my camp theater program. we're doing high school musical....eh. lol im thinking of trying out for kelsi. i was thinking of sharpay but i can't memorize too much lines so yea.

i hope i get kelsi cause i kinda look like her. :D the glasses and everything i just hope i don't need to play the piano cause i can't. :/

listening to how far we've come by matchbox twenty. pretty good song. :]

my mom is not home...oh i forgot to tell you my grandma has pneumonia. omg i didn't even have to look back at anything and i spelt that right!....i think lol.

i feel bad. :/ she's in the hospital so yea.

my mom is probably at the hospital or she's looking at assisted living homes or whatever you call them.

still trying to learn hey jude on the guitar! :D

and my braces still hurt. i hope im good by this thursday so yea.

lets see how far we've come. lets see how far we've come.  lol sorry the song is stuck in my head!

well i'll update tomorrow.

im trying to get the bus guy to notice me. :DD

amy.

so today im going to my gma and gpa's house again. well we always do but more people are coming to clean the house.

i get community service for that! lucky me!

i can't believe it's august! so soon.

my dog loves laying on the couch in the sun. he's too funny. :D

there's not much to say...

oh yea my braces are still hurting way too much. i feel like not even eating anything because i can't. at least at my gma's house my mom is bringing instant mashed potatoes. :] very soft things for my braces.

so im gonna take a shower and get ready and go!

talk to you guys later. :]

woo its august.

im still in a bunch of pain. :/ i hate stupid braces.

i was just eating breakfast and deicded to have some toast bread, but not toated. :] i just had it soft with butter and jelly.

at least i can eat that.

i can barely talk. seriously i need to learn sign language or something. or carry a notepad with me the whole time.

that sounds like a good idea.

I WANT ICE CREAM!

sorry im kind of angry. i really hate the pain in my teeth cause i have sensitive teeth so i have the pain even more than people do.

at least my gma and gpa will see me with braces! they'll be happy!

same as my aunt and cousin. my cousin melissa feels bad for me im like aw thanks and stuff.

same as the people at camp. they're like awwww i feel so bad for her! you probably wont be able to talk a lot and eat a lot. im like yea i know it sucks.

its a good thing most of my friend's at luhi had braces or had experiences with braces. :D

the cute guy thing is so not working. but im never giving up!

talk to ya guys later.

amy =]

so today was the day i got my braces! :D finally!

it's not that exciting as i thought it would be. :[ i can't even chew or eat anything that's hard. they're even worse than spacers. :[

but it's all good you know i get straight teeth! so it's worth it.

by the way i went on myspace earlier and looked at kevin's new pics. [by the way he was looking really cute]. :D but anyways there was this one with johnny and oh my god it looked like he had braces. im like wow him with braces? so weird.

i even IMed kevin if johnny had braces but never responded. oh well.

i didn't really talk to the guy on my bus yet. he was directly infront of me. so im like great how can he look at me now?

i'll try tomorrow. i mean it's not like it's the last day.

lol it was funny before we went on the buses my friends and i were rehearsing for me what to say when we make eye contact. and i kept laughing histerical on the look of my friend's face cause she was acting like the guy but omg it was histerical.

my braces are hurting way too much. UGH!

i think i might have mac and cheese again cause my braces are hurting me alot right now and i dont want to take the chances of anything breaking. but other than that i think i look cute with braces. teehee.  :]

stupid kevin wont answer me but oh well ill ask him another time. i mean its not like im bothering him im just asking him one simple question.

and i hope i get color braces the next visit. i dont like clear. :[

i missed a lot of ballet this morning. it took about two hours. i didn't think it would be THAT long. but yea.

ah one time i could barely breathe holy crud i thought i was gonna die right then and there lol.

i survived. :]

so im gonna go and look at braces how they are doing and stuff.

talk to ya guys later. :D

ahhh im kind of bored. i feel so bored. AH! guitar!

forgot about that. well my guitar is fixed. :] im learning hey jude. i love that song by the beetles.

ahah earlier i was a little too hyper. im never like that. im usually calm and serene so yea. what you read the other time wasn't me. :]

right now im really siked for my braces tomorrow. i can not wait til i get them. i would really like to know if i get the color ones or not.

i like color. :D

well im off to my lovely guitar and maybe talk to kevin is he comes back from idle on aim. :D

ill update tomorrow.

i have been waiting for this day!!!!!!!

tomorrow is when... I GET MY BRACES!!!!

im so excited right now. like way way excited.

so camp was good omg our jazz/hip hop dance is really really awesome. there's a fight scene and omg its so fun. i hope my mom records that one.!!! it's amazing! :D

okay so during the bus ride, i never saw this kid before. i have no clue what his name is but he's really cute. :] okay so you can say i got a crush on him. but my friend keeps persuading me and im like AH shutup already! i need my time yo!

but like i dont know how to talk to him like i know to say hey what's your name but wouldn't it be kind of random like out of the blue. and like what if he doesn't answer me or something. its like i want to talk to him but idk like how to.

any advice for me? comment me message me whatever you gotta do. :]

ill so totally definately update tomorrow. :DD

wow lookie here two more days! :D til my braces! [if you didn't catch on]

well tomorrow after camp, im going to the mall alone because i feel like it. i like roaming around in the mall maybe going to the bookstore and look at some books or something. and clothes. derr. :]

there's no one to go with to the mall so it's not like i wouldn't go at all. i haven't been to the mall in a while anyway so yea. :]

i need to watch the secret life of the american teenager! i love that show!! i always miss it because of hip hop. :[ but i usually watch it at 12:00 so it's not like im going to bed at like 4 in the morning lol. i'd be tired...

well i stayed up to 6. that was my latest. :]

so off to something.

AH! well lookie here kevin is online! and maybe i might bump into him at the mall tomorrow. :] but i doubt it cause i don't think he's going anywhee tomorrow. idk if i should talk to him. the last convo was a little awkward cause we didn't have anything to talk about.

i didn't know what to say. so i kind of randomly said things.

that justin kid hasn't spoken to me in a while. i wonder why. holy crap. i do! omg if he did like me i would have flipped and i think he did! D: shoot! i hope i didn't hurt his feelings! :[ i don't like to hurt people's feelings! lol

well i'll update tomorrow to tell ya how my mall day went. and my camp day too! :D

camp was good. :]

so i know the songs to my dances!!!

aren't you excited!? okay....lol

so my jazz/hip hop is mortal combat remix however you spell it if you want to listen to the song, here's the link.

http://youtube.com/watch?v=n5hOH8DPeOI&feature=related

i'll be posting the videos online anyway but you can still listen to the songs if you want. :]

my modern song is called dive right in by story of the year. im loving this song! it's awesome! and yea if you want to listen to it, here it is!

http://youtube.com/watch?v=825OcLKGiuM

and last but not least, my ballet dance! it is called...viva la vida by coldplay! i love this song too! :D and here is the link for this!

http://youtube.com/watch?v=CqZGuYYsag4

and yea. so my dad is going on the computer right now so yea. :[ but at least i can go to hip hop after this! :D

2 more days. im counting down! <:o]

hehe its a clown smiley face.

okay talk to ya later.

well today was lovely for me!

it was the first day of dance camp session 3. and let me tell ya the people are WAY nicer and i know a lot of people from session 3 so im good with that!

my guitar is getting fixed in august! :D im excited for that and also that im graduating this year too! going into high school! woo! i just hope i am accepted in the high school i want to go in.

my parents are all wacko on this whole braces thing and saving for high school and college its driving me nuts for them yelling all the time and blah blah blah. i just stay in my room so i dont get pulled into the fight. its not a pretty sight. :[

i have nothing to eat for a midnight snack or dessert. this is great. OH WAIT! i got an orange creamsicle! vanilla on the inside! yummy! & plus its soft too for my spacers.!

holy crap 3 more days! lol sorry im excited i can not WAIT! i'll be going back to school with braces! i wonder if johnny will ever talk to me but i really dont give a damn about him right now so you know what!? uhm..i dont know lol but i dont care about him. if he wants to talk, let him talk but i tried everything i can do and all he is acting is immature. ugh whatever.

will i EVER meet kevin? god! im very impatient! i dont have time cause then he'll be going to college and bam! i'll never see him again. unless you know he comes back or something lol.

this is a long blog. just realized that.

so im gonna find something to eat. maybe later cause im stuffed from my spaghetti and meatballs that i had for dinner. :D

talk to ya guys later! :]

its a sunday...my cousins b-day party was good.

i had a lot of cake. :]

im so bored right now.

tomorrow is dance camp session 3! hopefully there will be nicer people there unlike the 2nd session of dance geez.

i might have a brownie or two. im kind of hungry.

im listening to lost by michael buble. im thinking of dancing to this song for the school talent show next year. im gonna dance for my life. :]

AH! nothing to do at the moment. maybe i'll play a game on the computer or something...hmm that sounds good. :D

my favorite video! :D

okay sorry about that uhm the lyrical dance song was called bittersweet symphony. :]

and now my jazz/hip hop one! :DDD!

so the first song is obviously the nutcracker. :] then goes into dirty pop by nsync and then goes into this song called sweet dreams remix. then goes back in the nutcracker but we're gangsters! :]

so my mom kind of didn't video tape me at first for like 5 seconds when it starts but then on the far far left it looks like a cingular bar and im the shortest one on the right. :]

at the end when we're dancing to the nutcracker my friend amelia is on the left of me with the pink hat.

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=FR0lKiiNSQ4

please enjoy!

okay so i just got the code for the video...i really don't know if it's up yet but if it isn't just take it a while well if you're up at 12:10. :]

okay so something is obviously wrong with the code....great. so i'll just wait and give you the link for it. :]

it may take a while.....

okay it's taking way too long so i'll just give you the link.

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=NpVZgEEC1S8

it may not be processed but if it is...enjoy!

WAIT! don't click it yet!

so in the lyrical dance in the beginning im in the back. :[ but then when it goes to the pyramid, im in the second row next to the girl with the bangs. i hope you can find me. oh yea and if you didn't know i have glasses so look for me! :]

my jazz/hip hop one is uploading on youtube now! :]

sorry guys im uploading them on youtube right now so it may take a few so have some patience please.! :D

i know i keep posting blogs and stuff but i promise the next blog i post is the one with the lyrical dance. please read the description first in the blog than just go right ahead to the video.

i'll tell you the song and such where my friends are and where i am of course! :D

oh and by the way my friend and i saw the movie the ruins. it was about 4 people on a vacation and then like they go to this dig site and some people well basically everyone dies but yea. its because of these plants and they like eh its kind of weird but its a good movie though. if you want to see this movie sorry i might have ruined it for you! :[ woopsie.

still uploading....